Duendes or Elf's

It wasn't until I was open to the idea of Duendes (elf's) that I began to pay attention.

My mothers home has always had activity in one way or another. My mom's roommate in particular was born with a special gift. He is extremely sensitive to other dimensions.

One day I made mention how I had noticed things going missing. I would go crazy looking for things. Random thinks like a book, keys, money or debit cards. He told me about duendes and how he had seen them running around the house, a shadow about two feet tall. I thought, you have to be kidding.

But then I really began to pay attention and notice things would go missing right in front of you. My mother would had me my debit card, I would put it in my pocket and by the time I got home it was gone. I would go crazy looking for it, I would accuse my mom of never giving it to me. Then out of no where two weeks later my mom finds it in the sofa.

Ive gone over to pick up my kids and in five minutes my keys are gone. We go crazy looking for them they show up a few days later in the most common of places. This only happens in her house and it happens to her and her roommate on a daily bases and it happens to me almost every time I step into that house.

It is said that duendes are the biggest pranksters that ever existed. They take things from you just to see you stress out about it, they think its hilarious. To a peace Duendes you must leave them candy and toys as they love to play and eat candy.

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Self Control

The hardest part of knowing the potential we all have and the ability we share to mold or create the future. The knowledge one gathers of the powers that lay before us is so tempting to use against those who have harmed us. What drives a person to intentionally cause harm to another. Is it the same feelings that dwell deep inside me for the past two days anger, hate, frustration and impotency. 

Yet I have this knowledge which I can use against them. What holds me from doing it? Knowing its wrong, knowing Im not like them, knowing that to harm another they too must be feeling all the emotions I mentioned above. Im perplexed because this persons lives harming others does that mean that they live in a permanent state of hate, frustration and all those negative emotions. 

I was told by a very wise wizard I should help them, I should be nice. I told him that at this moment I am unable to do that as Im using all my energy not to hurt them and take vengeance upon them. I think of the three fold rule, some say its 7 and Ive also read 10. Who knows, I do know what goes around comes around for sure. At this point I know I will not act upon my thoughts, what I would like at this point is to have self control to stop my thoughts from running wild. How do I stop my self from wishing another harm?

I have a beautiful family and life it can get challenging which only makes me be grateful for all the good in life. I do not dare put my happiness in peril or my family in harms way.

My Book of Shadows

I've been working on my Book of Shadows for several years now. I first found the book, as soon as I saw it I new it was meant to be my Book of Shadows. I've actually have worked on a few books.

I have my first Book of Shadows which I began right after I dedicated my self. It was a gardening book which had nice page decorations of the seasons. I still have it and it was wonderful working on it. I also have an internet Book of Shadows composed of printed material I found on the web.

But this is my favorite, it is truly special, as you can see. Each letter has been hand picked and carefully crafted. So far I have the title page as seen in the picture. The Books protection spell, and a couple of pages which are still in the drafting stages.

I have 300 pages in the book and so I have taken the time to draft an outline of the chapters and material I wish to cover in my book. I want to focus on goddesses around the world and Santeria/Orishas, herbs and crystals.

Last night I picked it up for the first time after a full year. It seems that just around the winter time I find the need to work on my book. Not sure why, maybe its because the sun is the farthest from the earth and I can get in tune with the moons energy. Im an Aries so I think that the sun being a male energy and Aries being a male energy might have some influence in me, dont know just a thought.

My four year old helped me glue some decorations, he was so exited. I explained to him that one day this book would be his. Wow, isn't that amazing.

Telepathy

There have been a handful of life experiences, which have shaped my way of thinking. Today I share with you one of those experiences.

It was 1997 the year I graduated from high school, it was towards the end of the year and I had just received my panorama picture. Class days where short and that didn’t matter much because I tended to ditch a bit. That afternoon we decided to go to one of my close friends home with his brother, a friend and my cousin.

There we where sitting in his living room, after smoking some natural healing herbs, when he decides to roll up the panorama picture and hold up to his ear. He smiled at us and said, “you can hear the ocean” as he passed it to my cousin. She too held it to her ear and said, “wow! you can hear the ocean”. I was next, so I held my hand out to get the panorama picture and I too attempted to hold it up to my ear.  However, I was so far gone that I couldn’t find my ear, that of course created lots of laughter between us all. After the laughter settled and I finally found my ear, I too could hear the ocean.

The sound of the ocean took me far away to a place right by the seashore, with waves crashing in some large rocks and I running along the shore in a long white dress, I could see my long beautiful hair blowing in the wind as I jumped over the rocks.

Then I hear my name from a far, Ana, Ana. My cousin and my friend had been calling my name. My cousin asked “what happen, we where calling your name and it was like you where gone”. My friend looks at me and while smiling tells me, “I saw you, I know where you went”. He goes on to describe the exact vision which I have just shared with you down to each and every detail.

It’s been fifteen years sense that event took place, but it is one of those events which one never forgets. I haven’t been able to find reasoning to how or why that happened. I only get to keep that unforgettable memory shared with a friend. 

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Monsanto

A few years ago I was informed about Monsanto the largest international Multi-corporation in the field of seed production, GMO production and fertilizer. I could not believe what I was being told, they control more then 80% of seed production around the world.

Ever think about seedless fruit? Seedless watermelon, seedless grapes, seedless orange, seedless.....the list goes on. Have you thought of what will happen when you want to grow something your self? This process has been taking place very slowly and most people have not even thought about the questions I present to you today.

Monsanto has its agents in very powerful places, like the US Supreme Court. Justice Clarence Thomas started his career in Monsanto and has ruled in favor of Monsanto in many cases.

If the New World Order is in fact true as I believe it to be, this is just another way of how they will have total control over us. Food!  Can you tell me what would you do to feed you child? Just about anything I'd say.

For some time now I have been extremely upset and afraid of their master plan. I think of an armed revolution, but that makes no sense at all as it will only great more violence and despair. The answer is to create a new reality, we dont fight or waste our energy fighting them, we simply create a new better reality where there is enough food for all, where we all respect our different beliefs.

Where do we start? By growing a garden with food you can eat and herbs to heal your self, your family and friends.