Entertainment

Sure, I like to watch TV. Most of all series about Magick, one of the series I recently finished on Netflix is Merlin.  It keeps my mind open to the endless possibilities and makes me wonder If I will one day be able to move the elements that way and if so what does it take.

I began to watch it again as it is very difficult to find something that is fun and entertainment for me. At the moment Im watching Robbin Hood, also on Netflix. Finished Monk, which is super funny, I think. In cartoons we (family) have watched Avatar the last air-bender a few times.

Do you have any recommendations for me? I dont think Im going to be able to watch a 3rd time around of Merlin.

Whispers in the Air

A few months ago, my partner and I watched Ancient Aliens the History Channels series. It was a wonderful journey and mind boggling.

My mother is a wise women and reaches beyond my understanding of life. For the past 15 or more she has been attending a Theosophy Hall. She is most knowledgeable and she is the first person who taught me about Magick, its rules and its down falls. 

So after watching this series I had to ask her what she thought and if in fact there where aliens as we know them to be. I asked her are there aliens, beings from another world, on her homes front porch as we looked out into the sky. She went on to give me one of those long philosophical answers where every other word she speaks I do not understand. I had to stop her by saying, "No, are there beings from another world yes or no?. She answered "yes, the empty space you see before you is not empty at all, there are other dimensions here within our world, some people can see other dimensions and some cannot". 

Ancient Aliens makes mention of space ships and refers to bible passages that make reference to them. I asked her about that and she said yes they could be right up there in the air and we just cant see them. 

Wow, I was in a bit of a state of shock. I went to work like that, actually I went to my internship at a law firm. When I walked in the door I noticed that the hallway door was open as I saw the end of the hall way, I walked into the reception area to say good morning and in just a minute or two I walked out to head into the offices. However, this time around that hallway door which was just opened a minute ago was now closed. Of course that put my senses on alert and about 45 minutes later as I was siting with a co-worker as she taught me the computer programs they use I heard something. It was just the two of us sitting there, a few seconds before the file clerk walked in I heard a voice, it was horsed and low it whispered "Annnna". As soon as the clerk walked in I questioned her, "did you say something before you walked in? did you call my name?" She looked puzzled. Then my co-worker turns and says, "I heard it too". At that moment I felt a chill all over my body and a great need to cry. 

I dont know if it was a confirmation from the earlier conversation I had with my mom, all I know is that I will never forget it. What do you think it was? 

71 years ago

Angels and Demons

My partner and I have been discussing the bible, its stories, mythology, movies and our research on line of the concepts of good vs. evil, angels vs. demons and the like.

Many religious scriptures speak of theses beings, which had the power of flight, some are depicted with wings and others are not.

What I have gathered from these stories is the following. There was a time that all lived happily, until one day the Angel Lucifer the most beautiful of all thought he was better then God , which might of been a King of some sort and/or alien. The King/God/alien then casted Lucifer and his followers to Earth, I read somewhere it was 200 of them. Wikipedia makes mention of 72 demons each have their own legions they command and each have a given task/duty/powers.

Then we have the Archangels, Angels and other beings that help the King/God/alien agains evil. They too have a task/duty/powers.

I usually refer to good and bad as energy but never really thought of energy as having a purpose on its own. I thought we gave it a purpose, if that makes sense at all.

There are hundred of stories of people who have killed who insist that they did so because they where told by the devil or what they believed to be the devil because who or what else would tell a person to harm another. So, they claim that they simply followed the orders they where given.

I will give you a very personal example. I have a wonderful life and would never think of harming my self. Yet, when I am in a roof or on a bridge, in any place where I can see down from up high, I hear a voice which tells me to jump, while I drive if Im driving over a large over pass to another FWY, I hear a voice that tells me to drive off. What is this? I know its not me. I would never think of such a thing, I wouldn't even protest by participating in a hunger strike. I think that is stupid to put your life at risk for a cause, when you are more useful to the cause alive not dead.

I once made mention to my partner regarding this reoccurring thought when it came to my fear of heights, he told me he had the same thought to jump from his home in Cuba as it was on the second floor and had a large window in the living room. He said he told the voice, "who are you and what do you want? I will not jump, so leave me alone". He said, he never heard the voice again, but that he too gets the same thoughts while driving. Another lady I spoke to about this said that when she was a child around 9-10 she would always walk by a cliff  going home and every time she walked by she would hear a voice telling her to jump. She said she never did because she was usually with her little brothers and sisters and new that if she jumped so would they.

So what is this good and evil, angels and demons. Is it real do they really exist, is that battle still taking place? And most importantly what side am I on?

Myth or Real?

Last night after the boys where down my partner and I watch the movie Thor. We began to have a fascination with mythology and its gods and goddesses a while back. I my self have been looking for answers for some time now. Which is how I came to Wicca or how Wicca came to me. That is a story all on its own and I might write about it some day.

 My partner and I have been doing some general research, by reading and surfing the net. A bible verse that has made us have some question is Genesis 6:2 "the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose." Does that mean that the sons of God are different then man? are we not the sons of God according the the Christian writings.

As below so above

 Could mythology stories be real? And we are simple mortals and the sons of God are immortal. There where a few part of the movie that called out to me, which I cant even remember at this point, I will definitely have to watch it a few times. There is a part of the movie in which Thor explains to a human the different detentions and how they relate. The whole movie, if true, was very educational in deed. The ending had wonderful imagery which included the tree of life, Thor made mention that the universe was like a tree of life, or I dreamed about it last night, not sure.

Thorus

Now, I relate all those ideas with the last documentary I watched Thrive. This movie makes mention that the universe is a Thorus and that this geometrical form can provide the Human race with unlimited energy. This movie also illustrates how advansed knowledge is being shared with is. Can this knowledge being shared with us by the Gods? or God? or aliens? I mean what do we know really.

The more I read, the more I see, the more I question what I know, most of all what I dont know.

I want to grow old

Not sure when or how it happened, but I have felt this way for sometime now. I want to grow old and wise, to be a great witch that is. One of my dreams has always been to be that old lady you and your friends talk about, how great she is and how she was able to tell you things no one could of known.

That old lady that gives you a glimpse into your potential future and offers to ease your path. That old lady who works out of her home and welcomes everyone and anyone willing to have an open mind. Her home gives you a sense of security and assurance that everything will be okay. Her home smells pure and clean. As soon as you walk into her home you can feel the weight lifted from you shoulders. You walk out of there knowing that the power lays but in your hands.

Cleansing your Home

Last night after the children where down for the night, I took a few minutes to cleanse our home.

After lighting our entrance altar and our ancestors altars, I burned our sage stick and took it all around the house from room to room. I included the restrooms and the bedrooms closet. I think its important to include the bedrooms closets as they are a dark place and great hiding place for elements which like the dark.

I try to do this cleansing at least once a week or when things seem to be going the wrong way. Be it stress with the children or fighting with my partner.

On a different note, I suggest to always sleep with a night light on. Be it a night light in each room or a hall way light on which gives light to all the rooms at the same time.